Well, Mardi Gras was an awful time for me last year and this year I wanted it to be a better one - one with the improved me and the improved life direction.
Excuse me, but I’m not entirely good with expressing these kinds of things with the written word.
I dissapointed some people I love and care about over the weekend. Who saw a dark side of me that I never wanted to surface again.
I think some changes to my company and some more thought into my actions will be needed again in the coming year.
Self improvement is full time work. It never stops.
With each relapse comes as a wake up call: Is this really the way I want people to see me behave? Do I want people to think of me any less? Do I want to lose peoples respect? No.
That person, “Jimmy”, is a dead end. I must change and I must grow.
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